The Overly Peppy Confident Me...

I say and think a lot of the affirmation in this video now and they have made such a huge difference in my life and in who I am.

I've been sick for a while now fighting this sinus infection/cold/whatevertheheckitis. Because I am still working on the promotion at work, I have mainly been working and sleeping to keep myself going so I don't miss any time at work. Still not feeling perfect but I am feeling better so here I am.

We find out tomorrow just what the next interview will consist of. Apparently it is going to be quite different than just a regular sit down interview and can take a little over a week. Don't really know much at all yet but it sounds like it is going to be fun and so very interesting.

I have talked to Ken, the Operations Manager that will be doing the next interview, several times lately and have been thoroughly amazed with myself. Every time I talk to him lately, I have to stop and think back to the person that I was just a mere two months ago.

Who I was then and who I am now are two so very different people. I was depressed, quiet, moody, almost always had my eyes cast downward. I never would have considered applying for the position even at that time and certainly would not have talked so openly and confidently with Ken, or anyone else for that matter, like I do now.

Now, I am happy, confident, keep my eyes up, smile, laugh, and feel awesome about myself and my life. My son is always telling me I am being too loud now and that I should act my age.(apparently "old" people aren't supposed to have fun) One night after work I stopped at Subway to get the kids and I some dinner and as I am standing there I am moving all around and humming to myself and smiling all over. It occurred to me that I had become one of those overly peppy people that used to piss me off!  I love it!

I love who I have become and who I am becoming. Changing how I think and how I look at things and react to things has changed my life so much. I love where my life is going and I have the confidence in myself to be able to handle every happy and wonderful step!